Happy Valentines Day!!!!

 

Have you ever  wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest  things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a  couple because you were so afraid  of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and  whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart  what to do.
It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it  to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other  person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too  much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at  all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will  think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every  time  we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows  stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder  what they would have done, or could  have  had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say  good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be  there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care  anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do  if you never got the chance  to  say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a  friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I  care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again  in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent  it to you if you consider them a friend as well. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends  you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend,
someday you might feel like  you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out  there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends  that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let  them know that you care..

If you got this email, it means that the person who sent it  to you loves you  and always will, no matter what.  

Well christmas break was a blast! and the winterball is coming up on saturday night! thats guna be sooo much fun! i need to get my suit and things! uhg, so stressful! Im going with bonnie and im gunna ask dad if i can borrow the lexus to drive the two of us down there! So that would be cool!. Tommorows Weds. XP i think i got the pacer test tommorow in gym UHG!!!! oh well... thats about it, ill ttyl!

*yawn*

So im sitting here online talking to peoples! i've been sick the last few days BLEH!!! but i think im better... Tommorow is Mitzuwa and im 12th in line to go... uhg... im really hoping i can go!!! that would be soo much fun! but if i dont i get to look foward to 3 quizes woohoo (sarcasm). Well tommorow is the GSA party so that would be fun!. Well wish me luck tommorow! talk to ya all later!

What are your intentions?

With these major selections

Of my life and my love

What are you planning up above?

You've hurt me once,

Having me wait for months,

Only to bring hurt and dismay,

Thats not all i have to say.

You broke something that was once one,

The weight on my heart now ways a ton.

I'm no longer the pride and joy,

They say I just yell and annoy.

Again you play this trick,

This shit is making me sick.

What do you hope to gain?

While love again causes me pain.

My heart is full of wounds because of you,

What are you trying to make me do?

This has happened to me twice,

Again you take another slice.

When will i be able to enjoy laughter?

And my happily ever after?

Or is it all just a game?

To drive me insane.

I'm sorry to have hurt all of you,

What i was doing i probably never knew.

But to the one i pray to,

I've lost faith in you.